TILL WHENEVER

I know I haven't been on here in a while....So sorry. Will try as much as possible to be here! I hope you enjoy this.....
Love!
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I had waited long enough for "a reason to be with someone",
I had finally found a reason to (or I thought I did).
Then again, I realized I had only found a "reason to be with someone",
Not a "reason for picking a person" or even think about it.
Now I'm back where I started.
Having determined the reason I should be in a relationship,
I waited endlessly for that one person.
It seemed to be taking a lifetime, but then,
I still consoled myself that sometimes being single frees you of some "worries".


I'm who people will get surprised at, when they hear I'm single;
These same people never cared to think of what went through my mind when they mentioned that or expressed their surprise(s).
Even my parents were beginning to think I had no "ori oko" (husband's head), *lol*
Little did they know that I had become skeptical when it came to choosing that "bobo".
A girl has preferences, you know...:)
My cousins and part of my extended family didn't even bother to wonder why I never talk about the other sex;
They already had it registered in their minds that I had a lot of them at my beck and call.
Of course I did;
But I'm a keeper, not a user.


And yes, I do have a name: DEANNA BABARINDE.
I had had my share of "bobos", and it was for numerous short periods of time
But at a point,
I wanted to experience what a "real relationship" felt like.
Of course I had my wish -- which was when I found a reason to be with someone -- but little did I know,
I had focused too much on that;
Rather than who I'm be-ing with.
I had it for over 2 years,
And in the end,couldn't pin-point something meaningful out of it.
Even the numerous short periods had records and could still find a place in my heart.
I had to accept the fact that *Mitchell was just a farce in my life.
It never really happened.


While revising these events and the toll they had taken in my life, a thought struck me:
....to be continued.


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